It's Been Years

Familiar voice
We're playing catch-up and it
Can't help but feel strange
"It's been too long"
"What happened to us?"
We fell out somewhere
Now we fall back in

So raise your class
and tip your cup
We'll drink to all we're lost
The hardest part
Has come and gone
I'm at the bottom
Of an empty glass

Fighting these feelings has failed
Smoke 'em if you got 'em
Trust me, you want to be sitting down for this

It's never quite the same
As I expected
Did I second guess myself?
Will you always be the one
That got away?

Fighting these feelings has failed
Would it be alright if I ask
How many you've lost along the way?

My head spins
Drinking my weight in regrets
And I'm hanging on the edge
For dear life
Silence burns
A hole in between my eyes
Screaming something at the top
Of my lungs

Learned my lesson
Second guessing
Through bloodletting
Try forgetting